LAma tak update

Rasanya dah berbulan aku tak update kat sini. Aku pun tak tau aku sibuk buat apa. Sibuk melepak kot? 

Aku macam kena mental block dah nie. Rasa2 otak aku dah mula berkarat dan bersarang. 

OkAYlah, buat masa nie aku tengah survey2 handphone2. Just waiting for the right phone to muncul dipasaran. Aku tengah giler hp yang ada QWERTY. Tak pernah ada, jadi jakun macam dayak lah aku. Aku bubuh kat sini hp2 yang pada aku agak menarik.

Credits to GSMarena

Acer M900

Nokia N97

LG Prada KF900

Blackberry Bold 9000

HTC Touch Pro2

Actually, aku nie yo-yo-or jer nak phone macam lah aku perasan berbisnes bagai. Tapi sebab aku rajin berSMS peh pasal, aku nak feeling2 taip keyboard gitew. Pastuh mesti nak screen yang lebar bior senang biji mata aku nak tengok video2 yang aku upload nanti. Boleh main good music, 3.5mm jack, touchscreen, ada wifi ngan ada word document leh simpan lirik2.hahaha. 

Yang Blackberry Bold 9000 tuh memang tak berapa sesuai ngan aku pasal aku tak perlu email2 berbagai. SCreen pun seciput jer. Aku taste sangat dengan design phone Acer tuh. Walaupun aku amat menyumpah barang2 IT berjenama ACER, M900 kelihatan sungguh kacak. LG Prada phone nampak menarik tapi serious looking. 

HTC Touch Pro2 dgn Nokia N97 tuh aku kurang senang dgn the fragile looking slider mechanism that lets the screen slide and sit at an angle on the QWERTY like a mini notebook. Boleh meninggal phone tuh kalau anak aku terduduk atau terpijak. Aduh!

Of course, smartphones cenggini selalu senang kehabisan battery. DAn aku dah biasa guna Symbian OS, tetiba kena Windows ke Blackberry OS, boleh lost sey. 

Walau apa pun harga produk dan phone performance pun amat penting. Kita tunggu dan lihat saja. ok? Zazzsssssss!

Semalam aku ada KD-Marathon. Habiskan cerita Autumn Tale kat Mysoju. Celaka betul peh story buat aku nangis tak renti. Lagi2 episode2 terakhir. Masa tuh, nasib baik Emy dah tido kalau tak confirm kena kacau dgn dia. Aku try tak nak nangis, tapi mencurah-curah bagai nak rak. Huhuhu.. Dah lama aku tak tengok KD pasal asyik layan my new love, TVXQ!. Last one was Witch Yoo Hee, pun citer dah lama. Memang aku ketinggalan keretapi lah, kata orang. 

Cuma yang boringnya kalau dah layan KD ni, kena ikut sampai 16-20 episodes. Kekadang kalau citer seronok, satu malam paksa habiskan 10episode. Pasal tido lewat, pagi kemudian bangun dah macam zombie. Pastuh, kalau ada masa terluang, continue habiskan baki2 episodes sampai langsai. Susah sey. Sebab itu, seboleh-bolehnya, aku tengok KMovie jer. Kurang 2jam selesai. 

Sekarang nie budak2 holiday. Diaorang pun boring dok rumah, Lagi2 Hanny yang lebih suka habiskan masa kat sekolah. She missed Hany Adliena, her classmate and bestfriend with almost the same name.  Mula Term2 nie. ada class test and soon, Mid Year Exams. Persediaan eh? Err... aku tak nak stresskan dia sangat pasal aku rasa foundation dia dah ada. Just read up her completed worksheets Stellar jer. Math pun, hmmm... tengok lah macam mana dia perform nanti. Her only weakness now is that she's always making careless mistakes. Math topics pun ok lah, still dalam topic Add, Sub, Multiply and Div. So, aku rasa takder masalah dengan "permainan nombor". Aku paling boring kalau ada tricky IQ questions dalam test paper. Aku rasa macam tak fair lah test paper macam tuh. Kalau yek pun nak sieve out the cream-of-the-crop pupils, toksah ambil kira markah IQ questions lah atau biarkan soalan gitu sebagai Optional. Budak2 yang otak normal IQ atau below rabaks sey markah kena pull down. Apa pun, aku pun percaya yang budak2 patut di-exposekan pada pelbagai corak soalan. Kena rajin praktis. Soalan cepumas: DApatkah ibu bapa sendiri menyelesaikan soalan2 IQ tersebut?Tidak semua yang mudah, so jangan marah anak anda kalau dia tak boleh buat. 

Thank you OV!

Thanks to OV, watched almost 5 movies back-to-back since midnite. Been too busy lately being Tohoshinki-fied that I almost forgot the other side of my life. Watching movies!

Let's recall, it was Push, Role models, S.W.A.T (Colin Farrell), The Death and Life of Bobby Z and finally, Boy A, which I couldn't finish. Started this movie marathon from midnite and it's 5am now. I'm beat, but I'm just gonna hang on for a while and pen down my thots.

Don't have much thots in my mind right now. I'm just a little worried about ThaT someone who is about to make an important decision soon. Whatever the decision, it will effect lives of people that matters to us. I can only hope that all parties involve can be strong and be positive about the future.

arghh! I'm too tired to think. I've got some info to share about my babies. some tvxq stuffs to share. I'll continue soon. tata.

Shinhwa is currently on hiatus till 2012. 

I'm  now ToHoShinKi-fied. Help! I can't stop. 

Happy to have more free time on my hands now. 

Especially when my kids are at school in the afternoon. 

Drats! It's the hols, and I'm down with a cold, flu and coughs. I know it will take me more than a week to recover fully from this. It's the eve of the Chinese New Year, like always, we've been invited to the Lim's household for gathering cum makan session. But that's gonna be at like, after 7pm. 

Thought about "cabot-ting" up North this hols but we didn't. Coz we didn't plan anything and what's more with my bad health condition. Ain't got no mood for anything.

I'm typing this from the computer in the lounge room at my workplace. OHorrr, still got time to blog!!

My other colleagues are in their "workrooms" so the lounge is pretty quiet at this time of the day. My young ones has to sit for the SRT. So, I'm free to bum around for about an hour.

But I'm soooooooo tired. The H2O drink that I had earlier had no effect whatsoever in keeping me awake. I tell you, I'm going to doze off later during the staff meeting. ~faint~

I pray to the ONE to give me the strength and patience to be able to come up with the most suitable solution to my confusion.

Confused about what I really wanna do. I'm at the verge of contemplating... to quit my current job. Sigh. The people there are very nice, very accommodating and inviting. I will feel very bad if I were to just leave; after all the troubles they had went through to help me. It's just the beginning of the term and I'm already starting to taste that familiar bitterness in my mouth as I'm starting to feel that I got off on the wrong foot with PArents, in particular. 

My current job, aiya...I'm paid half of what I used to get but I have to carry out duties almost similar to a full-timer. Please help me to remind myself why I quit full-time to join as a part-time in the first place! Sheesh. I can hear my spouse chanting quit...quit...quit...quit. Yes, he is supportive in that sense. It's true what an ex-colleague, who quit only after 3 days of work(!) there, said that our colleagues are very nice but they WORK really HARD too. She stressed the work hard part with eyeballs jutting out. She gave our Number 1 the reason that she has childminding problems as her mother will be due for surgery soon. Should I use an excuse abit similar to that when i resign?No lah, I prolly just blurt out the wholesome truth. 

This is crazy, I haven't had  a wink of sleep and I'll be starting work in about 2 hrs time. Work for today will be at 10am -1.30pm followed by a compulsory meeting at 2-4pm. After which, will need to attend an in-house training from 4-5.30pm. Serves me right lah! Delightful Girl Choon-Hyang more important right?! I will need REDBULL to last for today. 

I can't decide if I should quit at the end of this month or wait till the contract ends in mid-March(got some bonus!). Remy asked with there'll be any difference? He says not to think so much about the money or what others will think. But to put my health and well-being first because I too my own family to mind and care for. The post that I'm currently holding is ever replaceable. TRUE to the core, my man! 

But why is it that I do not have the courage to throw in the towel? Ever anticipate employers to counter-offer? ottoke? aiyah. don't know lar. It's 6. time to pick up my childminding-mum from her home to my place.It's tiring lah but it's for her convenience. Also trying to make up for my guilty feeling for not giving her pocket money for this month.  Talk some more later lah. gotta go. Pardon my Engrish all very the tonggang-tombalik.